getting worse

seems like H1N1 da makin teruk ek skrg...

byk ipt da tutup..

haih...

risau lak..

What Should I Call Them? How Should I Treat Them?

aku nk higlight kan sekali lagi title kat atas..

WHAT SHOULD I CALL THEM? HOW SHOULD I TREAT THEM?

ape aku nk labelkan org camni?

org yg bile senang lupa kengkwn,

bile ade kwn lain lupa kwn,

lupa org yg sanggup berkorban utk menggembirakan hati sesorg yg dipanggil KAWAN..

patut ke aku labelkan dia sbg KAWAN?atau hanya sebagai KENALAN?

aku sgt² kecik hati,terasa dan seumpama dgnnya lah dgn sorg hamba allah ni..

satu mase dulu kitorg selalu sms,sembang² thru sms..

bila aku xde credit or x topup celcom aku,mesti dia suh aku topup cepat² sebab katanye nanti dia boring xleh sms dgn aku..

mase tu dia kt satu tempat yg sgt pedalaman..

kat tempat tu xde internet,kalo ade pon kt pekan,sgt jauh dr tempat dia tinggal..

sbg seorg kwn,aku 'teman' la dia dgn cara bersms..

tapi bila habes je tempoh dia duduk kt tempat tu,

&dia balik semula ke tempat asal dia yg penuh dgn segala kemudahan,aku dilupakan..

aku ingtkan da ade internet leh la nk sembang² kt ym lak ke ape ke..

tapi hampeh..

aku terus di ignore..

sebabnye dia da boleh berhubung balik dgn kwn² dia yg lain..

tapi sekarang,

time tgh sesak² xde org nk teman dia,

aku jugak yg dia cari balik..

mane pegi kwn² yg ko syg sgt tu?

nape cari aku gak?

duh!

ini ke cara berkwn?

bila da xde sape² by ur side,baru nk cari aku..

i'd always been the last choice for u..

aku xkesah sume tu..

tp yg aku kecik ati sgt,

bila ko ade kwn² ko tu dgn ko,

aku ko ignore trus..

aku msj ko kt ym ke ape ke,

xpenah ko balas...

kalo aku komen kt fb ko pon,

ko xpenah nk balas balik ape yg aku komen..

bg ko aku mcm xwujud..

tp nape skrg bila ko tgh sunyi,

AKU jugak yg ko cari?

sorry la babe, aku xdpt nk penuhi ape yg ko nak lg..

ko teruskan la hidup ko sendiri...

hometown!

on 7-10 july & 20-24 july, i went back to my kampong..

after such a long time x balik kampung..

so like kira balas dendam la balik kampong smp dua kali in just a one single month! lol~

me had so much fun spending time with my aunties, uncles, cuzns & my luvly grandma..

of coz bila balik kampung i'll go shopping!

so we went shopping! *eventho got no money tp passion utk bershopping tu tetap tinggi!*

now i'm @ KL already..

dunno when will i go back there again.. *sigh*

sometimes i feel like missing my kampong so much...

biase la i'd spent my 7years stayed there..harus la rindu kan? ha ha ha!

back from kampong, i realized that i got to make a total change about myself..

so many thing's i have to change..

& of coz its a major thing in my life!

& i have started doing it!

;)

Shout! Awards..

on july 17th, me,my dear & june went to Shout! Awards @ Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil..

the awards was kinda happening..

*alaa if ade lack somewhere tu shud be forgiven sbb this awards baru 1st time drg organize..for sure ade kurang sana sini..*

supposed raihan g gak tp she cancelled it @ the very last minute atas sbb² pengangkutan..hehe..

xpe la babe, nk wat camne..maybe next year leh g lagi..

*grab the tix for me next year leh?hehe!*

we reached there at about 5pm..went to endah parade dulu makan²..haha!

we went to kfc..

ermm..cheezy chickaroni for me & june, dinner plate for dear..

*best gak cheezy chickaroni.. :D*

then after mkn, trus g Stadium Putra..

a bit jammed la jln..

sbb clashed dgn training MU lagik kt Stadium Nasional..

smp kat sane lepak² tunggu time leh masuk..

sempat tgk red carpet..

not so many celebs yg ade kt red carpet..

just FlyFm's Djs,Paul Moss & Shafinaz,Marion Caunter,Upin&Ipin,Bunkface & some other celebs whom i cant remember..haha!

oh the lucky part is we get to sit at the VIP's seat downstairs..

act our tix is for the free seating je..then suddely this girl come n told us they gonna released the seat downstairs for the public so we can go n sit there la..

ape lagi! peluang tuh! ha ha ha!

*kira dekat ckit la dr tempat asal kitorg duduk b4..:D *

the show started dgn performance by dancer mane tah,lupa lak..

so we just named it glow-in-the-dark dance.. haha!

soon after that,WOW!~ its a performance by POP SHUVIT! oh sizuka~ ha ha ha!

*i like them~*

i cant recall all the winner for all of the categories but of course BUNKFACE menang besar! *congrats to them*

the best performance for me on that night was by Estranged! i was so stunned watching them on stage..

they were soooo superb! cayalah!

& of course the most-waited-by-all-ppl performance, SEAN KINGSTON!

damn this boy was so damn gempax that he makes all the ppl in the stadium wants to fire burn the dancefloor!

the ppl were gone wild when he starts his performance..huh!

cant forget that moment! ha ha ha~

ahh for the pic..erm malasnye nk upload..ha ha~