i'm at kampong~

aku smp kampong pukul 3 pg td.. 10 jam perjalanan balik ikut terengganu.. nasib baik x jem.. otw balik tu dlm perjalanan aku nmpk byk gak la eksiden.. memula sekali kt genting sempah.. pastu kt area hiway aku x ingt kat mane ade gak.. huhuhu smlm dlm perjalanan hujan lebat menggila.. almost x nmpk jalan.. kalo degil gak bwk laju mmg la eksiden.. huhuh..

pg td aku smp2 je online facebook n lyn youtube pastu sembang2 jap kul 5 br aku tido..then aku bgn kul 12.30 tgh hari! hahah gile lah.. so skrg ni aku nk siap2 nak kuar g shopping sat.. cuzn2 aku ni kn beli kasut raya lak.. haha..

so, till next time.. selamat hari raya~

Selamat Hari Raya

salam aidilfitri buat semua..

aku dah nk gerak balik kg..

aku harap sape2 yg nak drive balik kg tu,

pandulah dgn cermat..

selamat menyambut hari yg mulia bersama keluarga tercinta.. ;)

peace & love,

eyra~

I'm done shopping for raya!

hah finally i'm done shopping for raya..

but its not that baju or seluar or baju kurung that i've bought..

guess what.. i'm shopping gadgets for raya!

lol!

right now i have 2 lovely babies with me for raya..

one; my LG KU990 Viewty

&

two; my Sony mp3 player NWZ-B142F..

hahaha!

org lain berebut2 nak g Jalan TAR or Sogo or other shopping complex to buy baju raya or kasut raya..

but me?

haha! its fun though!

malas nak sesak2 g Sogo or mane2 nk beli baju2 raya..

mane nk pilih baju lg, nak test lagi..

nak bejalan pon rase mcm xleh nk jejak kaki,

lagi plak nk redah nk g amek baju or whatsoever!

ohh xrela! haha...

act, ade la baju aku beli sehelai dua tp awal2 dulu da beli..

baju kurung plak my mom da siapkan..

n kasut, erm my crocodile heels yg beli mase kenduri my aunty dulu ade..

baru je pakai sekali dua..

so its still perfect for raya!

haha!

to anyone out there,

happy shopping!

timbul dari kelemasan...lol~

heh akhirnya aku dpt gak menimbulkan diri ke blog aku neh..dah lame lak asek tenggelam je..haha..bukan ape..byk benda yg jadik that makes me jadik blurr, xde perasaan nak menghapdet blog..huhu..but, here i am! back again.. :P

ermm kejap je rase da dua minggu puasa.. means lagi dua minggu nk raya..tapi aku mcm xde perasaan nk beraya..haha..kalo dulu bukan main semangat lagi nk raya, sume kene complete.. kasut,baju,jeans sume kene ade..tu lom masuk handbag lg, kdg jam pon nk beli baru..baju kurung lak kalo x 4 psg xsah..paling kurang pon 2 laa..tp thn ni?AKU PON XTAU AKU ADE BAJU RAYA KE X! lol~ seyes! aku xtau mak aku da siapkan ke x baju raya aku,aku even xtau baju raya aku camne kainnye,ape kalernye! haha~

smlm g mines dgn DEAR..ingt nk beli kasut..tp aku bukan cari kasut raya,aku just cari gladiator yg aku dah lame nak..haha!its more to fullfill my desire jek..*haha macam2 la ko ni eyra!*

tapi thn ni aku semangat ckit tang beskut raya..lol! smlm br je amek beskut raya yg dear tlg tempahkan kt kwn dia..sedap woo..aku rase xsmp raya da abes da beskut tu..mlm td je pon da byk aku telan..haha gedik sunggoh..:P

tapi ape pon untuk raya ni persiapan biarlah sederhana..jgn membazir abes satu rumah nak diganti baru..*tapi kalo aku dibagi peluang aku nk ganti pc or monitor baru jek untuk raya!haha gedik gile!* selamat membuat persiapan raya untuk semua..hehe!

off dulu..daa~

6 Months!

dear,

thx for the wonderfull 6 months that we have been together..

love u so much!

thx for ur love dear!

hope our love will last forever..

i love u so much dear!

its ramadhan!

heh finally ramadhan dtg lagi..

selamat berpuasa utk semua..

sorry lmbt wish..

internet connection kt tempat aku wat hal since friday..

arini br leh connect..sengal..

huhu..

hurmm sempena puasa ni aku nk mintak maaf pada semua..

semoga korg menjalani ibadah puasa dgn tenang.. ;)

New Hair-cut (Again!)

ahaha i got my new hair-cut again within two months! hahahah... tepat2 dua bulan potong rambut lg.. well, just consider its a hair trim.. *eventho aku potong style lain..haha!* this time me got bob-style hair-cut!! yeay! thx to ayg n heizy for doing my hair..zillion thanks!

okey! i've decided!

ermmm i've decided yg aku x pegi interview tuh..smlm da email org tuh bgtau reason sume..hhehee....i'm waiting for another job..hope i'll get it..pray for me ya! :*

adeii peningnye nk decide...

ermm today i got an interview request from bizweb design which is located @ SK..

aku tgh pk2 nk g ke x interview tuh..

kompius neh..

ok ke x company tuh..

aku bace info dia katenye company tu set up dlm thn '99...

haihh...

pening neh...

nk g interview tuh @ just wait for the other offer?

*byk gak aku apply keje neh*

pk pk jgn x pk...

JGN JADI BODOH SOMBONG

kita manusia ni hidup jgn belagak pandai..

jgn jadi bodoh sombong..

kalo ade yg xpaham ringan2 kan la mulut bertanya..

jgn asek nk jd hakim yg xdiiktiraf yg kejenye menghukum org lain tanpa usul periksa..

asal nmpk buruk kt mate sendiri trus nk buat kesimpulan sendiri yg belum tentu betul...

kalau diri sendiri rajin nk menasihatkan org, make sure diri sendiri tu pon dinasihatkan jugak..

sambil2 mengingatkan org, ingatkan diri sendiri sekali..

jgn nanti org labelkan awak sebagai pandai ckp xpandai buat...

jgn jadi ego,jgn jadi bodoh sombong...

*better shut ur mouth than to open it n proved it to people that u r stupid!*

New Toys..

*wink*

Left: my acoustic guitar

Right: dear's classical guitar

;)

getting worse

seems like H1N1 da makin teruk ek skrg...

byk ipt da tutup..

haih...

risau lak..

What Should I Call Them? How Should I Treat Them?

aku nk higlight kan sekali lagi title kat atas..

WHAT SHOULD I CALL THEM? HOW SHOULD I TREAT THEM?

ape aku nk labelkan org camni?

org yg bile senang lupa kengkwn,

bile ade kwn lain lupa kwn,

lupa org yg sanggup berkorban utk menggembirakan hati sesorg yg dipanggil KAWAN..

patut ke aku labelkan dia sbg KAWAN?atau hanya sebagai KENALAN?

aku sgt² kecik hati,terasa dan seumpama dgnnya lah dgn sorg hamba allah ni..

satu mase dulu kitorg selalu sms,sembang² thru sms..

bila aku xde credit or x topup celcom aku,mesti dia suh aku topup cepat² sebab katanye nanti dia boring xleh sms dgn aku..

mase tu dia kt satu tempat yg sgt pedalaman..

kat tempat tu xde internet,kalo ade pon kt pekan,sgt jauh dr tempat dia tinggal..

sbg seorg kwn,aku 'teman' la dia dgn cara bersms..

tapi bila habes je tempoh dia duduk kt tempat tu,

&dia balik semula ke tempat asal dia yg penuh dgn segala kemudahan,aku dilupakan..

aku ingtkan da ade internet leh la nk sembang² kt ym lak ke ape ke..

tapi hampeh..

aku terus di ignore..

sebabnye dia da boleh berhubung balik dgn kwn² dia yg lain..

tapi sekarang,

time tgh sesak² xde org nk teman dia,

aku jugak yg dia cari balik..

mane pegi kwn² yg ko syg sgt tu?

nape cari aku gak?

duh!

ini ke cara berkwn?

bila da xde sape² by ur side,baru nk cari aku..

i'd always been the last choice for u..

aku xkesah sume tu..

tp yg aku kecik ati sgt,

bila ko ade kwn² ko tu dgn ko,

aku ko ignore trus..

aku msj ko kt ym ke ape ke,

xpenah ko balas...

kalo aku komen kt fb ko pon,

ko xpenah nk balas balik ape yg aku komen..

bg ko aku mcm xwujud..

tp nape skrg bila ko tgh sunyi,

AKU jugak yg ko cari?

sorry la babe, aku xdpt nk penuhi ape yg ko nak lg..

ko teruskan la hidup ko sendiri...

hometown!

on 7-10 july & 20-24 july, i went back to my kampong..

after such a long time x balik kampung..

so like kira balas dendam la balik kampong smp dua kali in just a one single month! lol~

me had so much fun spending time with my aunties, uncles, cuzns & my luvly grandma..

of coz bila balik kampung i'll go shopping!

so we went shopping! *eventho got no money tp passion utk bershopping tu tetap tinggi!*

now i'm @ KL already..

dunno when will i go back there again.. *sigh*

sometimes i feel like missing my kampong so much...

biase la i'd spent my 7years stayed there..harus la rindu kan? ha ha ha!

back from kampong, i realized that i got to make a total change about myself..

so many thing's i have to change..

& of coz its a major thing in my life!

& i have started doing it!

;)

Shout! Awards..

on july 17th, me,my dear & june went to Shout! Awards @ Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil..

the awards was kinda happening..

*alaa if ade lack somewhere tu shud be forgiven sbb this awards baru 1st time drg organize..for sure ade kurang sana sini..*

supposed raihan g gak tp she cancelled it @ the very last minute atas sbb² pengangkutan..hehe..

xpe la babe, nk wat camne..maybe next year leh g lagi..

*grab the tix for me next year leh?hehe!*

we reached there at about 5pm..went to endah parade dulu makan²..haha!

we went to kfc..

ermm..cheezy chickaroni for me & june, dinner plate for dear..

*best gak cheezy chickaroni.. :D*

then after mkn, trus g Stadium Putra..

a bit jammed la jln..

sbb clashed dgn training MU lagik kt Stadium Nasional..

smp kat sane lepak² tunggu time leh masuk..

sempat tgk red carpet..

not so many celebs yg ade kt red carpet..

just FlyFm's Djs,Paul Moss & Shafinaz,Marion Caunter,Upin&Ipin,Bunkface & some other celebs whom i cant remember..haha!

oh the lucky part is we get to sit at the VIP's seat downstairs..

act our tix is for the free seating je..then suddely this girl come n told us they gonna released the seat downstairs for the public so we can go n sit there la..

ape lagi! peluang tuh! ha ha ha!

*kira dekat ckit la dr tempat asal kitorg duduk b4..:D *

the show started dgn performance by dancer mane tah,lupa lak..

so we just named it glow-in-the-dark dance.. haha!

soon after that,WOW!~ its a performance by POP SHUVIT! oh sizuka~ ha ha ha!

*i like them~*

i cant recall all the winner for all of the categories but of course BUNKFACE menang besar! *congrats to them*

the best performance for me on that night was by Estranged! i was so stunned watching them on stage..

they were soooo superb! cayalah!

& of course the most-waited-by-all-ppl performance, SEAN KINGSTON!

damn this boy was so damn gempax that he makes all the ppl in the stadium wants to fire burn the dancefloor!

the ppl were gone wild when he starts his performance..huh!

cant forget that moment! ha ha ha~

ahh for the pic..erm malasnye nk upload..ha ha~

holiday...

ahh..

it has been a long time since last i updated my blog..

such a lot thing to be done..

got no time to jenguk my blog..

hehe..

so many story to share sbnrnye..

but later lah..

hehe...

*just got back from kelantan..:D

Be A Good Parents!

Tell your child you love them at least once a day & Take your child's feelings seriously, Try not to say she'll "grow out of it" or that its "Not that bad"... :)

also, let your child know its OK to make MISTAKES. Admit your own.

one more, Laugh at your child's jokes EVEN when you dont get them... Praise your Child's efforts, without worring about the result... :)

Teach your child that "CANT" is not forever.. With a little hard work, your child will learn a new skill & turn "I CANT" into "I CAN".... Let your child cry if she needs to, There's no need for her to take things like a grown-up... Remember, she's only a kid :)

this words were quoted from Vie Shantie

from her facebook's status today..

i'm really attracted at her words..

& also i totally agree with her..

itulah cara terbaik utk didik JIWA anak2..

bukannye dgn cara keras..

child nowadays bukannye boleh kita marah² or paksa ikut cara kita..

drg ada cara pemikiran drg sendiri.

& sebagai parents, should pay attention to that n GUIDE them to the right path..

bukannye PAKSA mereka ikut jalan yg telah kita tentukan..

tak semestinya apa yang orang tua tentukan itu betul..

& sudah banyak kes yang membuktikan perkara ini..

ibu bapa juga manusia biasa yang tidak lari dari kesilapan..

& tidak mustahil ibu bapa juga buat silap dalam membuat keputusan untuk anak²..

seperti yang penah disebutkan dalam entri sebelum ini,

anak² sekarang jiwanya lain..

bukan seperti anak² generasi terdahulu..

dunia sekarang lebih terbuka,lebih moden..

ditambah dgn teknologi yang semakin pesat membangun pemikiran manusia termasuk anak² juga telah berubah..

& dgn itu cara didikan untuk anak² juga perlu berubah seiring dengan peredaran zaman..

ini bukan zaman yg ibu bapa perlu merotan anak² jika anak² buat silap..

ini zaman untuk kita PERBETULKAN apa² kesilapan anak² dgn menegur sikap mereka..

berlembut tidak semestinya memanjakan..

berlembut juga perlukan ketegasan..

dalam kelembutan harus selitkan ketegasan..

GARANG itu sudah tidak relevan..

jadi harus digantikan dengan TEGAS..

ibu bapa yg hebat adalah ibu bapa yg berjaya membuatkan anak² HORMAT pada mereka,

bukannya yg berjaya membuatkan anak² TAKUT!

HORMAT & TAKUT adalah dua perkara yg sgt berbeza yg jarang org dpt fahami..

menghormati tidak bererti kita takut pada seseorg & takut juga tidak bererti kita hormat pd seseorg..

dgn HORMAT kita akan sentiasa dikelilingi oleh org² yg sygkan kita manakala dgn TAKUT kita akan bersendiri..

jadi pada ibu bapa zaman skrg ini, pilihlah sama ada anda mahu DIHORMATI atau DITAKUTI oleh anak²..

dan ingatlah, jika anda DITAKUTI oleh anak² maka anda tidak akan mendapat sebarang penghormatan yang sebenar-benar penghormatan dari anak² anda..

Morning!

me woke up early in the morning today, sebab last nite tido awal..haha...kul 6 da terbgn..solat subuh n lepak dpn pc..layan movie the pink panther 2..smpat bekpes jap..*awal gile bekpes..haha!* then terdgr mcm angin kuat jek kat luar..me opened the door n see that langit gelap gile!mau ujan!gile2 nye mendung..i tot when i woke up this early i could feel thw warmness n the joy of the morning sunlight. but poor me. hehe its ok, its just not my rezeki. hehe. maybe some other time. haha. the time when i sleep early in the night n get up early in the morning. hehe its once in a blue moon! lol! but i'll try to make it happen always though. i'll do. haha!

Influenza A H1N1

Quoted from Yuna's fb's link post:- EVERYONE, there had been 4 confirmed cases of H1N1 at Urbanscapes, people who went please check for symptoms! If you want to know more/symptoms of H1N1, go here...http://www.symptomsofh1n1.com/ In the meantime, eat a lot of vitamins!! much love, Yuna

duh...H1N1 is going crazy nowadays..lots of ppl gets scared to go out in there's nothing important to do..duh! n me oso.. *nmpk gayanye mcm xleh g tgk transformer jek ni*

& i'm sure lots of ppl in business area gets so damn worried about their business..everything got effected bcoz of this swine flu..including me..my saloon got no ppl come in..what to do?semua org takot infected..

to all ppl out there,take a lot of vitamin c & drink plain water a lot ya!

~ You Are Not Alone ~

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone

Why, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

~~currently i'm listening to this song..never been bored hearing his lovely voice..n this song touched my heart alots!!~

thx so much dear jomb!!~

haha i would like to thank this cutie gal so much for giving me the web about bloggie's background..thx soo much deqjomb!! nanti kak fira g nilai kak fira lanje makan k! hehe!!

to my dear cuzn meiya ya shoda, sorry xsempat tgu u balik ajar i lalink..u know that ur cuzn ni gelojoh!! hahaha!!

anyway, thx sooooooo much to both of my cutie gals...

psstttt.. g tido..student xleh tido lmbt!!haha!!

to miss ilya aqilah...

haha i'd like to say welcome to the club to my luvly cousins ilya aqilah! haha she has already have her own blog! what an improvement dear! haha...

psssttttt...rajin² la posting...& cepat² la edit blog kasik cantik²..mintak tlg ur frens..nanti leh ajar aku!! hahah!

weyh..syampu mu tertinggal ni..aku pakai deh! mu beli hok lain!! hahah!!

y didnt the olders wants to listen to the youngers??

i hate this part...

the part when the olders doesnt want to hear the youngers' point of view..

does the words of the youngers cant be trusted?is it all that we talk is all junk?

or is it bcoz they think that they are the only one yg betul?

duh!

plz la dont be so ego...

its not wrong to u to listen to the youngers point of view,

bcoz maybe a little of it could make sense...

i believe when this thing happened continously,

youngers nowadays will go 'memberontak'...

we all youngers ade hak what utk suarakan pendapat..

takkan itu pon salah..

takkan nk kene ikut je telunjuk org tua?

when they told us to do this,so we have to do it laa??

eventho u know the thing is wrong?

& just because u didnt want to be called 'anak kurang ajar' or 'anak derhaka' then u have to do what they told u to do la?

its all nonsense!

c'mon laa, u have ur own stand..

its doesnt mean that all of the people yg ade stand ni besar kepala or whatsoever,

but we all know how to differentiate between the right & wrong kan?

so leh pikir sendiri...

our future,kite yg harus tentukan...

x bermakna sbg anak, kite kene ikut membuta tuli ape yg org tua tntukan..

if la ape yg org tua tentukan tu xbetul & ur future jadik tunggang langgang, ade ke org lain yg nk bertanggungjawab? TAKDE!

melainkan ur ownself..

& some of them akan blame korg balik..

itu ke PARENTS yg sebenar? NOPE!!~

& sbg parents, that doesnt mean u have the total right utk tentukan future anak²..

all u have to do is GUIDE anak² ke jln yg betul, bukan TENTUKAN ape yg anak² patut buat..

i'm not blaming ALL PARENTS, just SOME of them yg for me still CONSERVATIVE,KUNO dlm pemikiran...

anak² zaman skrg its not the same dgn yg dulu..

dunia dah maju,zaman dah berubah..

even the small kid pon tau how to make a decision...

dont simply look down on youngers nowadays...

respect is the most important in life..

if the olders wants to be respected by the youngers,

they should respect the youngers too,& vice versa..

respect all the people around u,& u will be respected..

yippie yeay!~

haha my luvly sansa da leh on!!~ yes yes yes!!~ hehe... legaa... xyah nk claim warranty..best best best..pasni leh la beronggeng2 dgn sansa balik..yezza!!~

sob sob sob!~

uwaaaaaaaaaa what had happened to my sansa? it cant be on!~ sedey neh...nape sansa aku xleh on???tetibe jek..pdhal b4 tuh elok je.nak kate jatuh xde..uwaaaaaaa help me!~ syg..help me plzz :(

Nak Beli Jacket Baru!~

hurmm...aku nk beli jacket baru...ade lah berkenan kat satu jacket MNG ni..RM245 but got discount 40%...but terpikir gak nk carik kat tempat lain dulu mane tau kot2 leh dpt lg murah ke..huhu...mlm sok plan nk g romp..n nk pusing JJ carik baju..kalo xde gak aku kompom amek MNG..adehh...hehe...hurm...tgu mlm sok je la ade ke x kat romp or anywhere yg lebih kurang dgn jacket MNG tuh... :D

PC in muh room!~

hahah..finally, dpt gak aku online tanpa diganggu org lain...i have muh own pc now!~ haha its an old pc actually..da rosak lame da,but aku mintak tlg Dear repairkan..then tetibe dpt lak idea nk letak pc ni dlm bilik..hehe...sume Dear yg tlg buatkan..n finally,i have my own pc in my room..pasni xde la abah bebel² lg aku guna pc lame²..haha abah,pasni abah leh guna pc depan tu dgn aman ye.. :D

thx to my lovely Dear yg tlg buat sume² ni..thx so much Dear..nothing much i can say,just thx sooooooo much!~ love u sgt²... mmwahx!!~

its hot!!

lately aku rase sgt panas..past few days cuaca memang panas..nk tido pon xleh..i have to take a bath b4 sleep then br leh tido,if i dont,then i'll end up sweating on the bed...gosh!rase mcm mandi air peluh jek!panas2 camni rase mcm nk g terjun tiruk jek kt air terjun mane²..sure besh berendam dlm air sungai yg sejuk tuh....perghhh...since today my parents is going back to kampung and i'll be staying at home with my brother,so i'm thinking of going to GENTING!! *of coz with my Dear!!* when i told him that i want to go to genting then he said, 'its a good idea!!'...haha i know he suffer oso bcoz of the PANAS! so maybe tonite i'll go to genting..just to feel the sejukness up there since down here is damn hot!hahha!!

Shopping di tgh² bulan, Tgk Wayang: Blood The Last Vampire..

erm on wednesday, 17th June, aku g Mines dgn Dear...jalan² carik handbag n nk tgk wayang..hahah tgh² bulan carik handbag..

bukan ape,last sunday aku de g mines gak,ternampak la satu handbag ni,cantik la plak..siap leh wat slingbag..hahah..memula tu tgk je..xde la niat nk beli..tp lepas balik tu duk teringat² lak..haha..then ckp kt Dear..Dear kate jom le rabu ni g..leh tgk wayang sekali..hehe peluang le..:D

mase kat mines,jalan² cari handbag..handbag yg aku nk tu da xde..kaler dark purple da xde..tinggal silver n gold jek..huhuh xpelah,cari design lain..ade satu design ni leh wat slingbag gak then ade kaler itam..tp aku yg gedik kate nk g tgk tempat lain dulu..g la pusing mines cari handbag kt tempat lain..xde yg bekenan..nk yg tu gak..g balik tempat tu,aku tgk bag tu da XDE! huhuhu da ade org beli rupanya..aku tanye akak tu,bag ni kaler itam xde ke?akak tu kate ade jap nk cari..memang le ade tp tali panjang dia xde lak..adehh..then Dear kate ala amek la grey kaler tu,cantek gak..aku pon test² n check²..erm ok la amek la yg kaler grey ni..huhuhu...oh lupe..mase duk pusing² carik hadbag tu sempat sambar sunglass...hahaa..tetibe jek nk beli sunglass..

then da dpt brg² aku,perut pon da nyanyi² lagu metallica da..g makan dulu..huhuh..pas makan nk tgk wayang,kul 9.40..gerak dr fudkot kul 9.30..Dear nk g kedai game nk tgk game baru..naik tingkat atas,xde lak game baru..kuar dr kedai game ternampak lak butik jual jacket..*dear da lame nk carik jacket*..price not bad..cantik gak..pastu gerak la dr kedai tu..nk turun bwh la ni,nk masuk wayang,tp rupa2 nye sempat gak g tgk jacket kt kedai lain..hahah kul 9.40 sempat try jacket nih..adeh laa..*dear,wayang start da ok!!* aku pon jack la dear ckit,'hensem tul u pakai jacket ni..ok dah ni'..dear tanye 'tul ke ok?'..aku pon dgn ikhlas hatinye kate 'OK!"..hahah dgn pantasnye la dear g bayar..:P

kul 9.45 br masuk wayang...citer da start da pon..huhuh...kitorg tgk cite Blood: The Last Vampire..cite agak best..tapi penuh dgn saspens..aku dah le xleh tgk darah sgt..kene lak tgk cite byk darah² ni..adehh la..but cite tuh OK! seyes..xrugi tgk..haha!!

*the pictures!!*

~ Jdrama madness!! ~

lately ni i'm sooo into jdrama...everyday tgk japan's drama series..hahah best bile tgk balik cite² ni...so far aku da complete tgk cite ni:

Overtime (12 episodes),

Starring: Esumi Makiko,Ishida Yuriko,Kimura Yoshino,Sorimachi Takashi..

Description:While on vacation in Hokkaido, Natsuki happens to meet Soichirou, a photographer. Unbelievably, she runs into him two more times completely by coincidence, and out of this a great friendship is formed. He turns out to be the younger brother of one of her best friends, and they all end up living under the same roof. Three women, all unmarried, and all nearing age 30, plus 25-year-old Soichirou. Can a man and a woman truly be friends without ever falling in love? How large is the line between friendship and love, or does it even exist at all?-- synopsis by awrittensin

Kamisama Mou Sukoshi Dake (God, Please Give Me More Time) (12 episodes),

Starring: Fukada Kyoko,Kaneshiro Takeshi,Kato Haruhiko,Nakama Yukie,Yazawa Shin,
Description:A touching love story about a girl Kano Masaki (Fukada) who contracted HIV after selling her body in order to earn money for the concert of a famous composer Ishikawa Keigo (Kaneshiro). After the concert, Keigo saw Masaki chasing after his van. She was drenched, and thus Keigo took her to his apartment, where they spent the night.

n yg aku tgh nk abeskan sekarang GTO...hahaha....

bila tgk balik citer² ni teringat zaman jdrama ni ditayangkan kat stesen tv kita dulu..mase tu aku sekolah lg..xsilap aku citer jepun ni ditayangkan kt tv3 mase aku darjah 6..hahah sekarang aku da 23!! gile lame dah..kat tv3 da xde tayang da cite jepon or korea..kalo ade pon skrg kt 8tv...

ingt lg dulu,balik sekolah jek aku mesti cepat2 siapkan homework..kalo xde homework pon aku tido..tp ape² hal pon kul 5.00 tu aku kene siap² mandi makan n by 5.30 tu aku da kene get ready dpn tv..sbbnye aku takut kalo makcik² aku cop dulu tv tu...ahahaha..sebelum drg cop baik aku conquer dulu...kalo aku kuar g mane² pon kul 6 tu mesti de kat umah da..*dulu cite jepun tayang kul 6ptg.every monday-friday*..punye la gile..hahah...cite yg aku ingt aku penah tgk kat tv tu of coz GTO,pastu With Love,Ice World,Beach Boys..

aku minat tgk Takashi Sorimachi tu..nak² dlm cite GTO..memang klaka n selambe..haha..kalo dlm cite Overtime lak mamat ni mcm a bit cool...sweet!!

pastu kalo cite With Love,aku suke tgk Yutaka Takenouchi...alamak mamat ni dlm cite tu sgt cool(cold pon ye gak...haha!!)..cairr beb tgk mamat ni..hahhaa..

pastu aku suke tgk Takeshi Kaneshiro dlm cite God Please Give Me More Time..pon cool n cold..tp at last he turns to be a very loving man!fuhh memang MELT tgk mamat ni dlm cite ni..hahhaa!!

so skrg aktiviti aku tgk Jdramas ni laa...bukan ape saje nk layan feel..hahha!!oh ade satu cite aku tgk,japan's movie..NANA..cite neh best!!its about love,friendship...n paling best sbb ade cite band²...hahaha i like!!sketgk org main gitarr...*darn!!nak blaja men gitar!!*

aku tgk menda² ni pon sebab aku nk distract my mind dr pk benda² yg xperlu..hahah..kalo aku xde wat ape mula la otak aku ni nk berpk benda² yg xpatut aku pk..so its a way utk aku elakkan dr hal² macam ni jd la..bz kan diri..n its fun though!!sgt fun..hahah...

k lah..pen off..nk sambung tgk GTO.. :D..

~ new hairdo!! ~

haha unexpected thing..terlintas jek kat fikiran nk potong rambut,dengan tidak teragak-agaknye aku pon g la potong rambut kt kedai cina sebelah ni..hahah..saje jek nk ubah penampilan ckit..heee!!siap get a hair wash n blow lagik!heaven nye...ye la selalu aku jek yg cuci rambut org..nk gak rase org cuci rambut aku..hahaha best best...!!*tang potong rambut tu dah semestinya aku kene suh org lain potong..xkan aku nk potong sendiri..hehe!!*

*wink wink*

~ Kotak Merah Ria!! ~

last nite celebrate birthday dear kat redbox sogo..haha had a blast kat sane..makan xingt dunia..melalak sampai suara masing2 ilang..nak² pidah n fendol..hahaha...tp memang enjoy gile semalam..birthday boy pon aku tgk happy jek..*hope dia bebetul happy la smlm..*

thanx to semua yg sudi dtg...

• pidah
• syahoney syomel
• fendol menurun..

haha...

pen off!!

~ happy birthday my dear!! ~

11th june..its my dear's birthday!! yeay!!

happy birthday sayang...

semoga panjang umur murah rezeki...

wish u will get the best in your life n future...

sayang u sangat!!

mwahx!!

~ backkkkk!! ~

huh lamenye aku memeramkan blog ni..hahah bukan xde ape yg nk ditulis,ade tp otak aku kering..blurr..hahaha...dgn mood yg xmenentu..haihh..mcm²..:P

sebenarnya byk aktiviti aku last week..haha..start hari jumaat aku g umah pakcik aku kt ampang..asalnye pegi sebab nk jenguk nenek aku kt wad..tp aku sampai2 jek kat spital nenek aku da leh balik..so aku pon balik la umah pakcik aku same² dgn nenek aku..lepak² umah pakcik aku dgn tiga org kazen aku yg senget,dgn makcik n pakcik aku,anak dia yg lasak tuh sambil makan Mc'D..haha!!lepas aktiviti makan² aku pon naik la atas,lepak dlm bilik..kaco kazen aku tgh berwebcam dgn crush dia..kakakaka...lepak punye lepak dekat kul 1pg baru aku n family gerak balik umah...

hehehe esoknye mcm biase siang aku keje!hahaha agak² kan kalo org lain tahan tak macam aku keje 7 hari non stop??hahaha..kira aku ironwoman la gak kan sebab keje xde cuti..hehehe...*padahal byk rehat jek..ekekek* hari sabtu hari tu ramai lak kastemer aku..dr tgh hari ramai yg dtg bli brg..pastuh dekat kul 4 ade lak org dtg nk wat rebonding..aiyak!!dah le dear baru jek sms mlm tu ade BBQ kt umah pidah!adehh laa...xkan nk tolak rezeki kan?hati kastemer kene jaga..aku dgn gamble nye buat jek le..sempat ke xsempat aku xpedulik dah,yang penting keje aku siap n hasil perfek!huh nasib aku baik,rambut akak tu xbyk songeh..senang jek jadik..hahaha...dah lepas abes rebonding tuh aku ingt leh la nk rehat n mandi nk get ready nk g umah pidah, rupanye ade lg kastemer dtg nk wat facial..adehh..nasib baik wat normal facial jek..selamat..hehe..so buat la jap...sambil² tu aku curi time g mandi..huhu..dear sampai kt bwh kedai kul 8.15 lebih kurang..aku lak xsetel lagik keje..erk lame gak la dear nk kene tgu..8.50 baru aku betul² setel! aiyok da lambat! dgn pantas aku turun..hehe pastu aku masuk dlm kete sambil sengih² say sorry kt dear sebab lambat..dr saloon trus shoot g amek sya,otw tu afni lak call kate nk gi gak..pas amek sya shoot lak g selayang amek afni..otw g selayang terserempak dgn kete acu..haha sempat hon..ingtkan acu xperasan..hehe..pastu g umah pidah..sampai jek pidah tgh kerjakan ayam² n sosej² nye..haha..kami kaum wanita lepak jek sebab kaum lelaki yg buat keje..hahah!aku,sya n afni lepak dlm umah tgk tv..afni bukak cite GREY'S ANATOMY..hah makcik tuh da dpt citer peberet sepanjang zaman dia..ape lg..haha..aku lak mata da kuyu² sempat lak melelapkan diri jap..jap je la xlame sebab tetibe terasa ade tgn duk usap dahi aku..oh dear rupanye..heheh..lepas tu da xleh tdo da..aku lepak la luar teman dear tgh bakar ayam..haha lame² sume kuar..lepak² makan² borak² gelak²...haha..kul 1 gak la kitrg gerak balik dr umah pidah..tu pon time tu ade lg member² pidah tgh makan..sampai umah kul 1.30,mandi,solat n lepak jap tunggu dear sampai umah,online jap pastu bumm tido..haha...

esoknye (ahad) mcm biase la siang keje lagik!siang tuh tadek kastemer..haha so aku tido! then kul 4 lebih aku bgn..lepak dpn pc tgk movie..cite sifu n tongga!!haha lawak gilos cite tu..abes jek da kul 7..alamak!kul 8 dear dtg amek nk g makan steambot!aku pon g la mandi n siap²...ngam² aku siap dear sampai..hehe lepak makan staembot kt restoran kak eita kt wangsa maju..memboncet suda perutku!haha..mane x nye..dgn udangnye,ketam lagik..segala benda aku makan..haha..tp seyes ah best..yg penting air tuh best...ice blended peppermint!erm gambar2 nanti la aku upload..tgh kemalasan..hahaa..da kenyang n penat berjalan *aku n sya siap pusing bangunan then sempat shoping kat carrefour express..haha* dekat² kul 11 kitorg balik la rumah..huhu...

what a makan² weekends i had!gile ah makan berat² jek three nights in a row!huhu tp best!haha..gambar² tu nanti la aku upload..since line tenet pon tgh tabetol sgt ni aku pon jadik malas nk upload gambar..hehe....

hurmm..besday dear da dekat sgt ni..dlm pale otak mcm² aku plan,tapi jalan ke x tu xtau laa...tgk je la nanti..dear,i'm sorry if i cant do the best for you,but i'll try my best to do it..just for you...on your birthday!

k la,penat n ngantuk..mau titon duluk..nyte² daaa!~

*aku baru abes tgk movie jepun..NANA..sgt best cite tuh!!*

~ Selimut.. ~

hehe after a while aku tido tanpa selimut, this nite aku akan berselimut kembali!! ahahhaa ape² aje la eyra ni..mesti korg ckp camtu kan?hehe..tapi aku memang betul² sukkkkkeeeeee sebab dear bg aku selimut!! akakaka....best²!!

off to bed dgn selimut dear!!

~ It's already JUNE! ~

hoh? da 2nd of june? time is running soo fast..haiyaa...huhu cant wait for 8th june n 11th june..ehehe...its my mum's n my dear's birthday!!ahaha...hehe dear da dpt hadiah 2minggu awal..mak je lom beli lagik..nk beli ape ek?adehh la..blurr..huhu..

huh aku nk selit cerita psl semalam..huhu semalam aku de sorg cust dtg wat rebonding..huhu lame gile ah wat dia ni..start dr kul 11 smp kat kul 7 baru abes..rmbut dia memang payah gile nk buat..curl yg sgt curl..ahaha..so within the time kitorg sembang² la...n cust aku ni kuar la lepak kt sette luar dpn tv..aku tau dia ni kepanasan duk dlm bilik rambut tu sebab ekon dlm bilik tu rosak..so aku xkesah la dia nk lepak luar..n lgpon mesti boring dia duk dlm tu lame²..better lepak kt luar tgk tv..huhu...

sementara dia tu duk depan tv aku pon duk la depan pc ni belek² fb aku..*sambil2 borak gak laa* then cust aku tu dtg kat aku nk tgk barang² dlm almari display ni..mate aku duk perhati² gak la..tgk² produk dlm tu..sembang punye sembang punye sembang,sampai cust aku tu tanye benda yg sgt remeh temeh dan aku pon jawab *walaupon agak pelik nape soalan mcm tu pon ditanye* sekali aku pon pandang la almari tuh then aku tgk satu sabun eumora aku hilang!! wtf!! camno leh ilang? aku pon dgn selambe je terkeluar soalan 'eh mane sabun td tu?' then cust aku tu jawab 'eh akak da letak dlm tu'..then aku pon check la kotak yg aku pegang tu tapi tadek! sabun yg aku letak kt luar tu memang da ilang! *sabun tu aku asingkan sebab ade org nk dtg amek ptg semalam* lepas tu aku terus pandang muka cust aku tu..n aku tgk mata dia..tp dia mcm larikan pandangan dr aku..dlm hati aku 'nape akak ni xnak tgk mate aku?' n lepas tu akak tu trus mcm gelabah n xnak ckp sgt dgn aku..haihh..

aku xsuke nk tuduh² org xtentu pasal tp camne benda tu leh ilang dlm kedai aku ni yg ade aku dgn dia je pada masa tu??*thinking*

~ pakcik driver bus!! ~

pelik dgn title?dun be pelik..ini la yg aku nk citer, psl driver² bus kt KL ni..aku cukup hangin dgn sesetgh driver bus ni,bawak bus bukan reti nk slow..pastu kt jalan sempit pon nk selit² nk tukar² lane..kalo jalan tgh lengang tuh xpe..ni tgh byk kete (erti kate lain tgh jammed laa..:P )..

da byk kali aku nmpk situasi mcm ni..tp yg terbaru mase aku kuar dgn dear,otw balik dr subang nk ke ampang..kat area2 pudu..time tgh jalan sibuk ni,bus tuh leh pancung dr lane tgh ke lane ujung sekali belah kiri..dah la tgh jln semput² jem,dgn belah kiri ade org park kete tepi jalan nye..ape dia ingt bus tuh kecik je?besar kancil je ke yg leh nk main pancung² gitu?buatnye silap² g langgar kete yg park kt tepi² tuh camne?haihh betul² x pk drg ni..

n yg paling latest aku tgk hal mcm ni jadik,tadi dlm kul 10lebih kt cheras baru..same kes gak..dah le tgh jem teruk..haihh aku cukup bengang..tadi tu nasib baik xlanggar kete sebelah je..*aku mintak² biar langgar baru la driver bus tuh kene bayor..padan muka*

well yg aku highlight kan hanye driver bus yg mane kite semua tau bus tu satu kenderaan yg besar gedabak..jgn le driver² lain yg bwk kete(even kete kancil,kete kelisa or mini cooper sekalipon) ke van ke tarik nafas lega sebab xdi'mention' kan..ade jugak yg driver² kenderaan lain ni yg jenis gopoh..tlg la hormat pengguna jalan raya yg lain..bukan korg je yg kejar mase,org lain pon same..kalo korg bwk kete mcm hampeh,tetibe tereksibam ke,xke mase korg jugak terbuang?mase org lain pon same (bg org lain yg gedik² nk tgk eksiden tu laa..'eh ade eksiden laaa')..so same2 la kite jadik pemandu berhemah...anda mampu mengubahnye (ceeewah mcm iklan dlm tv..ekekeke)

*driver yg aku sebutkan td adalah semua pemandu yg memandu kereta,bukannye hanya tertakluk pada seseorang yg bekerja sebagai pemandu..ditekankan sekali lagi,SEMUA PEMANDU YG MEMANDU KERETA..kire senang semua org yg bawak kete laa..harap maklum..(kene terangkan betul² kang ade yg xpaham)*

pen off!!

~ whats wrong? ~

huh..whats wrong with my ownself?last few days everything doesnt seem like going well to me..always not in the mood..easily to sentap..even the most simple thing pon can make me meletup!goshhh..but hell yeah,i do really get upset-mad-tempered easily nowadays..*watch out!*

n the most disappointing thing is, i get so much fed up with some people..damn fed up..duh!! back off!!~

~ 3 Month! ~

dear..thx for the 3 awesome month..its really great to be with u..i love u dear..forever!!

~ weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

ahah..long time no see huh? hehe.. well i'm doing my life just fine.. haha to be truth i've been addicted to two things a) Beck anime, and b) my SanDisk Sansa Clip!(my dear said this is my new LAKI hahahahha...) thats the reason why i'm not updating any new entry to this dearie blog..soo damn addicted ok!! *dear i'm waiting for another 6 episode of Beck!!pssst dear,i'm in love with ryuusuke..ahahah!!* 

ahh talking bout my SanDisk Sansa Clip, goshh!! the sound is soooooooo powerfull!! my dear said that the sound is soo much better than ipod..*i dunno coz i never tried listening to the ipod..* but really, the sound is sooo stunning..seriouss!!tak tipu! :P the sound quality is superb.. the bass xyah ckp laa..da bomb seyhh!!hahaha so pade sape² yg rase nk beli mp3 player aku suggest go for this brand...memang berbaloi...murah n poweh (pomote neh :P ).. 

so life aku sekarang hanyalah kerja(itu mesti..hari² kerja..NO CUTI!!),lepak watching Beck,ber'Sansa' and reading..*gosh i've got 11 more books to finish ok!!(minus my ebook!)demm...* haha..heaven gak rasenye life camni..*helps me to distract my mind from thinking about my ******* so much..kan dear??* siang tgk Beck,malam bace buku n ber'Sansa'.. :P bunyik macam bz je idop aku haha..

eh k la bz ni (poyoooooo jek)...haha till next entry,daaaaaa!~

xoxo,

aku yg gila!!~

~ hah ~

hey guys, sorry for the long  no-updates..as i said b4, i'm too lazy to sit in front of my pc,too lazy to look at the pc..haha even myself dunno why..is it because i'm too enthusiast of my new earphone?duh i dunno...but i do know 1 thing, i sleep a lot lately!hahaha..damn good thing! :P tp bukan la asek tido jek..duh i'm reading alots lately oso! haha.. impressive huh? last few days were a bz day for me..my luvly cousins are here..lepak² gurau²...tgk final AF7 together..hahaha..the kids were too fond of akim..gosh!gile menjerit when akim perform..bila usik akim xkan menang punye la marah...hahaha...it's their choice..well mine is hafiz..*so good hafiz juara..ekekek sorry girls... huh talking about AF7..looks like astro too manjakan aril @ ajam..siap HR leh perform..n wtf my damn crazy-psycho EX leh perform dgn stacy..bunguks ah!shufflers sux!well its passed already...lets not talk about it..hahah...yang aku tau aku tgh gila tgk citer beck..*dear la ni racun..poison poweh! even baru 2 episode aku tgk tp citer dia mmg best..hahah...*ryuusuke ensem!wakakaka...

k la guys..off to bed...baru pas tgk beck..hahhaha....*as i said,i sleep a lot! :D

~ Lazyness of Me! ~

dua tiga hari ini aku sgt malas..malas nk update blg,malas nk on ym..*sorry all frens aku terlampau malas...plus aku sebok... malas nk duk dpn pc..terrsgt la malas...huhuhu..tp ade gak yg aku rajin,huhu..aku sedang sgt rajin bace novel n layan mp3 (mentang² la ade earphone baru..ekekeke..)..

huh skrg ni pon ade kemalasan yg melanda aku utk menaip pjg²...so sampai sini je la ek..huhuuh...

till next entry...daa!~

~ SoundMagic PL11 ~

Review / thread @ lowyat.net -
SoundMAGIC IEM Appreciation Thread

http://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopic=980699&hl=soundmagic

PL11
Transducer type : dynamic (9mm neodymium magnet)
Operating principle : Cloased
Frequency response : 20 - 22,000 Hz
Impedance : 12 Ω
Sensitivity : 100dB+/-3dB at 1mW 1K Hz
Maximum Input Power : 15 mW
Rated Power : 2 mW
Cable : 1.2 m 99.9% copper wire+fibre,TPE coat
Connection : stereo mini jack plug 3.5 mm
Weight : 10g
Accessories :
Carry bag, three pairs of silicon ear pads in S/M/L sizes,
sponge ear pads, cable clip etc.



QUOTE
ClieOS - headfi's famous IEM review writer. Comments on PL11 - SOURCE

Variation: N/A
Transducer: Single 9mm Dynamic
Spec: 12Ω (@1kHz) | 20Hz~ 22kHz | 97+3dB SPL | 12g
Cord Style: Y-cord, 1.2m.
Mini Jack Style: {┃} style, light build.
Eartips Used: Single flange



Physical Properties:
┣ Packaging: ★★★☆
┣ Accessories: ★★★☆
┣ Build Quality: ★★★
┣ Isolation: ★★★☆
┣ Microphonics: ★★★
┣ Comfort: ★★★★★
┗ Quick Sum: Packaging and build quality is basically consistent with the other SoundMAGIC products I reviewed (decent for the price). Accessories is about the same as PL20 - eartips (3 sized), Shure olive style foam tips, shirt clip, silicone cable warp, and a soft pouch. The earpieces has better isolation than those previously reviewed SoundMAGIC's but microphonics is also more of an issue. You probably will need to use the included shirt clip.



Sound Quality:
┣ Treble: ★★☆
┣ Mid: ★★★
┣ Bass: ★★★
┣ Soundstage: ▄ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▄ [Small / Acceptable]
┣ ABF: [Low]
┣ Overall SQ: [ 2.4 / 5]
┗ Quick Sum: The overall sound signature is on the warm side with big bass. Treble is actually as good as PL20 but fine detail tend to get flooded by the bigger bass. Mid performance is also on par on PL20, but doesn't suffer the bass flooding issue. Due to the lost of fine detail, soundstage isn't as wide as PL20, but overall acceptable. In a way, you can say PL11 is bass enhanced PL20. If you want big bass, PL11 is the one for you.

Overall Value: [ 4.3 / 5] - US$13~18 (price depends on dealer)
Final Remark: Like PL20, PL11 is another very decent IEM of its price. It seems SoundMAGIC really has a strong point at making affordable good budget class IEM. You simply can't go wrong with any of its product - all you need to do is to figure out which IEM has the right sound signature you are looking for.

well, wat can i say ...for 60bucks...it really a damn nice IEM!~...
recommand gile kat sape2 yg nak cucuk kat telinga with good sound Quality!~ 
very2 impress with the SQ, Clarity, Bass. after burn mesti lagi best nie + kalo cucuk kat amp earphone..fuh..mantap!~

~~after 8 hour burning time mmg sound clarity makin gempak..bass makin da bomb! 5 star aku bg for this IEM!! 

~ POLO ~

polo? apekah polo? adekah gula² polo? oh no no..hahah...kalo korang tgk gambar ni korang tau kot..hahaha..




haha itulah dia polo yang aku maksudkan...niat asalnya aku je yang nk beli jam...*tu pon disebabkan aku ade kupon diskaun 70% JJ ok..hahah... so dah alang² nk g tgk wayang citer star trek td kitorg pon decide la g JJ cheras selatan..*kupon diskaun tu available kt ctu n kt JJ tu pon ade TGV..so senang la sekali jalan je..

so sampai² je kat JJ tu aku pon g la tgk jam..pastu promoter tu kata POLO brand je ade diskaun 70%..haha aku pon terus ternampak jam yg sgt cute bg aku...kebetulan pulak design tu ade couple watch...hahah...dear da mcm geram jek td sbb ade satu kupon je..wakakaka...aku dgn selambe nye usik la salesgirl tuh.."dik xde kupon lebih ke kasik la abg ni da meleleh air liur dia tgk jam ni..huhu"..*hambikkkk..

tgh duk pilih2 tu budak tu pon bg la satu kupon..*oh thnx dik..lupa nk tanye sape name tp aku sempat tanye dia duk mane..wakakak... dear pon ape lg..nasib baik xmelompat jek bila dpt kupon..hahah lastly same² decide nk amek jam yg mcm dlm gambar kt atas tuh...itupon setelah diracun dgn sgt kuat olehku...hahaha...*sape suh teragak² nk beli ke x...padan muka da kene racun..anda tuh lemah iman pantang diracun..bwekk..:P

hurm aku malas nk ckp byk..tgk je le gambar yg ade ni..hehe..

~ Sayangilah Ibu Bapa ~

tgh2 aku termenung sorang² tadi lepas settle buat kerja aku tiba2 teringat mase aku turun g beli breakfast kat kedai mamak bawah kedai aku ni..biase la pagi2 ramai orang tengah breakfast so macam2 la gelagat orang yang aku tengok..ade yang dating,ade yang makan dgn member² ramai²..tiba² aku ternampak la sorang pakcik ni makan sorang²...tiba² aku rasa macam kesian tgk pakcik tu..cara dia makan,ekspresi wajah dia tu buat aku jatuh kesian kat dia..dalam hati aku terdetik, 'pakcik ni macam sunyi je..'..cara dia pandang aku yang sedang asyik pandang dia tu macam sangat menunjukkan dia seorang yang sangat sunyi,sepi..*aku kesian tgk pakcik tu makan,duk cubit roti arab tu dgn air suam je.. 

hurm itu lah gelagat² manusia yang ade..*aku pon xtau kenapa gelagat pakcik tu yang menarik perhatian aku..maybe sebab dia org tua n keseorangan kot..

hehe lepas tu aku naik la kedai balik...minum n kemas² ape yang patut..

*baru aku sedar yang selama ni surat² yg ade sangat bersepah..bertambah2 lg dgn majalah yang org dlm rumah ni sgt xreti nk kemas..lepas baca xreti nk simpan balik..so dgn tersangat rajinnye aku kemas..kang kalo aku xkemas xde plak org nk kemas kan..hurm..

then lepas da settle kerja aku,aku duduk lepak n teringat pasal pakcik tadi tu..tiba² aku terfikir macam mane la keadaan warga² emas kat rumah orang² tua..macam mane tergamaknye anak² zaman sekarang hantar ibu bapa diorg kt rumah orang² tua..dan kalau ditanya pun apa alasan diorg,pastinya diorg akan jawab

1. sibuk la xsempat nk take care of them.balik kerja dah lambat nanti xde sape nk jaga..
2. ala leceh la kalau ade mak bapak kt rumah.balik kerja lambat pon kene soal la ape la..
3. ala kalau antar kat rumah orang tua² nnt diorg ramai kawan..ade org yg nk jaga makan minum..takdelah diorg bosan sangat nanti..

itulah antara alasan² lazim diberi..SIBUK?pernah tak dorg2 ni fikir macam mane ibu bapa diorg tu jaga diorg sejak dr lahir sampai la da boleh cari rezeki sendiri..xkan la bila da pandai cari rezeki sendiri da xboleh nk jaga mak bapak sendiri kot?atas alasan SIBUK?dulu² mase nk besarkan diorg mase diorg kecik pon mak bapak diorg sibuk jugak cari rezeki semata² nak pastikan perut anak tu terisi dgn makanan yg terbaik..so sekarang bila sendiri da sibuk boleh je nk lepas tangan dr jaga mak bapak sendiri?sampai sanggup hantar ke rumah orang² tua?bagi aku perbuatan ini sungguh kejam..

n alasan yg kedua,leceh nnt org tua banyak soal kenapa balik lambat..hello,harusla diorang soal sebab anda tuh anak mereka..kalo anak orang lain lantak kan la buat ape diorang sebok² nk tanye..diorang tanye sebab diorang sayangkan anak² diorang..dah diorang jaga bersengkang mata membating tulang semata² nak pastikan korang membesar n jadi orang berguna.anak² la harta yang paling berharga bagi diorang so xkan la sebab orang tua yang bersikap mengambil berat tu diorang sanggup nak anta mak bapak sendiri pegi rumah orang² tua?sangat tidak patut...

alasan ketiga..kalau kat sana nnt ade kawan² n ade orang yg nak jaga makan minum.ada kawan???bagi umur² macam tu dah xperlu kawan² dah, yang mereka perlukan adalah perhatian dari anak²..asalkan anak² bagi perhatian pada mereka pon dah cukup..hurm ada orang nak jaga makan minum?heh,xkan sama tangan yang menyuap tu dgn tangan anak sendiri..tak pernah ke diorang ni trpikir kalau nanti anak² diorang plak buat prkara yang sama kt diorang?tak pernah ke diorang ni terpikir macam mane sakit n hancur luluhnya hati bila diperlakukan sebegitu oleh ANAK sendiri?darah daging sendiri?dan jawapannye TAK PERNAH..bagi aku golongan sebebgini adalah golongan yang mementingkan diri sendiri...tersangat la selfish samapi sanggup buat macam tu kat orang tua sendiri...

hoh aku sedang sangat emo sekarang..serius! perkara macam ni memang akan buat aku emo..*aku sedar aku bukan lah tergolong dalam kategori anak yang baik tapi aku yakin yang aku bukan dari jenis yang sanggup hantar mak bapak kat rumah orang² tua..* so bagi korang yang mane sudi bace blog aku ni fikirkan la jasa mak bapak korang yg membanting tulang empat kerat nk besarkan korang..bila lagi korang nak balas jasa mak bapak korang tu kalau bukan masa ni?seorang ibu boleh jaga sepuluh orang anak tapi takkan seorang anak pon xboleh nak jaga seorang ibu?sangat kejam kan? so fikirkan lah...